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Have you ever felt like you could do it? kill yourself, I mean. Not just being suicidal but feeling...

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 23:08:47 -0400

Have you ever felt like you could do it? kill yourself, I mean. Not just being suicidal but feeling so ready for death that its the only thought that calms you, that you know if you had a loaded gun in your hand you’d put it in your throat and pull the fucking trigger?

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Z09lYqdxqzo

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 11:52:19 -0500

http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Z09lYqdxqzo

I wish this wasn’t so hard. I miss him so much.

Fri, 01 Mar 2013 22:01:35 -0500

I wish this wasn’t so hard. I miss him so much.

I miscarried a baby shortly before Christmas. I have this void I feel I need to fill, I ache for a...

Sun, 10 Feb 2013 16:25:34 -0500

I miscarried a baby shortly before Christmas. I have this void I feel I need to fill, I ache for a person that virtually never existed. I want to try again and I know that I can’t right now but. I wish I could.

Just Fine

Fri, 07 Dec 2012 15:42:36 -0500

sydneyylovee:

She always looks but never stares,
She’s strong but she still gets scared
Her eyes are bright, he keeps them dim
She’s never sure where he has been
She never puts up with a fight,
She cries herself to sleep at night
And when he asks her how she is;
She says, “I’m just fine.”

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The things I would do to matt smith. H

Mon, 03 Dec 2012 00:57:19 -0500

The things I would do to matt smith. H

FEED ME THE KITTY

Thu, 15 Nov 2012 17:07:29 -0500

FEED ME THE KITTY

Stockholm Sydnrome

Mon, 12 Nov 2012 05:59:47 -0500

Its weird to be diagnosed with something I never really understood. Stockholm Syndrome is when victims have warm feelings towards their captors. In an abusive relationship, someone who has developed this syndrome has done so as a survival mechanism. They fall in love with their abusers. And no matter how much time goes by, for some people, they never stop loving their captors.

kdtechnology: Goodmorning. Beauuuutiful.

Tue, 06 Nov 2012 13:38:21 -0500

kdtechnology:

Goodmorning.

Beauuuutiful.

I havent posted in forevvvvveer. Im super tired. Yeah okay goodnight(:

Sat, 03 Nov 2012 05:29:55 -0400

I havent posted in forevvvvveer. Im super tired. Yeah okay goodnight(:

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Sat, 30 Jun 2012 14:02:50 -0400

Dates

Thu, 28 Jun 2012 16:23:40 -0400

I’ve found that lately there are some pretty significant dates I’m stumbling into quickly. I just passed the two year anniversary of when I moved from a sleepy town in Indiana to the city that never sleeps at all, Las Vegas. In a few days it will be the one year anniversary of my little brothers death. And seven days after that, on the 9th of July, would have been his twelfth birthday. And then, of course, my 18th birthday. And in all of these dates and memories that I’m entangled in, I find myself at a loss for words. I’m living in a 418 square foot apartment with the love of my life, going to college, really living. And somehow that doesn’t quite fulfill what I need. There’s this cavity in my heart that I ache to fill with words and pictures and places, with music and fantastic food, with long nights and early mornings, with coffee and dancing and white feather blankets in places I’ve never seen before. There’s this longing for what I believe to be, well, the world.

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